Oops! I did it again.

"Oops! ... I did it again.

I played with your heart.

Got lost in the game.

Oh, baby, baby,

Oops! ... You think I'm in love.

That I'm sent from above...

I'm not that innocent." - Britney Spears

Are you singing the song in your head now? Yeah, thought so.

I've done this several times in my life now. You would think that I would have learned after the first 3392873298748923.2 times. I start a blog, get all excited, write one entry... then forget about it completely.

I am determind to never do it again.

...maybe.

Anyways:

A LOT of things have happened since the last time I stumbled across this thingymajig. BUT, I'll spare you the useless details. The most recent thing that's happened? Girls State.

Best. Thing. I. Have. Ever. Experienced.

If I were to sit here and rant about it, I would end up getting Carpal Tunnel and staying awake for days. If you think I'm kidding, you're sorely mistaken. I drove all the way to ATL without shutting up about it. You can ask my poor mother who had to listen to it all. I have met so many incredible people and have learned so many things that I will never ever ever ever forget. It was a once-in-a-lifetime experience that I would gladly do over a bazillion times.

I'm not going to talk about it...

.....

This is really hard, not even gonna lie.

SO, the point of me starting this thing up again is because I wanted to do this throughout my senior year. I figured that today was a good day to start. Today was DAY UNO of SAT Prep Boot Camp, and I want to... EAT LOTS OF ICE CREAM THEN DIE. Then eat more ice cream. I think I almost forgot how to breathe for a few minutes earlier today. I had to study, got 55 pages for homework, then had to take a diagnostic test. I barely figured out how to walk out of that place. -- You have no idea how hard it is for me to type this thing right now.

Becky do good? Becky is edjumacated. Me are really smartt smart. One plus one equals a purple cicada. K-A-T spells DOG.

That is the logic of my brain. I kinda wish I could take a picture of myself right now because I'm probably visibly twiching.

All in all, Girls State was an absolutely amazing way to start my summer. :) It can only go downhill from here... very rapidly...

My junior year was incredible, and I look forward to my senior year.

Dear Senior Year,

I may not be too bright,

But I'll still put up a fight.

I'll enjoy every day of you,

And try to remember everything I do.

I hope you'll give me a chance,

I'll live, laugh, love, and dance.

The past is now far away,

Dear memories, come and stay.

New faces mean new friends,

I wonder how it all ends.

I'll never forget the ones I love,

Even the ones who are up above.

So senior year, here's to you:

I hope you'll see me the whole way through.

Yes, I seriously just did make all of that up on the spot. BEAST.

Love,

Bee Han